Snap-clap-BAM!!!!
Posting seems a little tedious all of a sudden (in case you couldn't tell from my lack of doing it). Never know what to write, still don't. So I'll just post one of my oh-so-famous random stream of conscious posts of things that have happened to me in the past month. nothing really significant, but i'll write it as it pops into my head.
I've been really irritable lately, i know this, but can i stop it? not really, i find myself getting pissed off at people even though i know it's not them i'm actually pissed off at. For this i should probably apologize even some of them might not have even noticed that i was pissy at them, i hoppe that's true, it would make it a lot easier. took a little test in OB the other day, turns out i'm on a horrible horrible spiral of doom towards major burnout from stress and the like. I don't think i will, i tend to be able to handle stress really well, i've never had a breakdown before and i don't plan on doing it now. I find that the more stressed i get, the more reasons i look for to laugh. it helps i think, takes your mind off what's bothering you for a while and then lets you rethink the situation from a different angle, sometimes it's not as bad as you first think.
Work has provided some interesting little tidbits here and there, one thing is all the crazies that like to come in to the store when i work. take for instance the drunk that i had to spend 10 minutes explaining to him that he had to leave. I thought it was funny solely because he kept claiming that he wasn't drunk. or trying to explain to someone that no, we don't offer rain checks on sales, and no we don't have a case hiding in the back that we're setting aside to sell after the sale ends. or even telling someone "your ID is fake, i know this person and it's not you" yes...argue with me more, that will convince me.
oh the bus, i love it so dearly...not really. I mean it's always nice to run into someone you know on the bus and be able to talk to them on the ride home but you also get a more-than-fair share of crappy experiences too. such as missing your stop because guy infront of you is talking to his friends and won't get out of the way. Also, the bus has caused me to loath Vic. Comp. students. They're all loud and obnoxious and you just want to strangle them and their "unique individualism" because clearly all of them having dyed hair and peircings and various random clothing makes them special. that school is a haven for delusional misfits that think they're all grown up. this has also caused me to be more vocal about my opinion that it's not your clothes or style that make up who you are, but rather your actions and words. so you know what people that have a problem with you're hair not being appropriate or not being able to wear the clothes you want all the time. grow the hell up! they're material things that can be replaced at the drop of a hat, they have no value in a metaphysical sense and all the bitching and moaning in the world won't generate sympathy for you. yes...the "man" is trying to supress you, the world is unfair because they won't let you be an individual. maybe you should stop being such snot nosed brats and realise the whole world doesn't revolve around you, it's give and take. make some sacrifices, they're just clothes.
i think i'm going to start writting down key things i want to blog about just so i remember them long enough to put them to screen (psht! i thought it was funny you just don't get it) it's late now though. i need sleep.
-Matt
I've been really irritable lately, i know this, but can i stop it? not really, i find myself getting pissed off at people even though i know it's not them i'm actually pissed off at. For this i should probably apologize even some of them might not have even noticed that i was pissy at them, i hoppe that's true, it would make it a lot easier. took a little test in OB the other day, turns out i'm on a horrible horrible spiral of doom towards major burnout from stress and the like. I don't think i will, i tend to be able to handle stress really well, i've never had a breakdown before and i don't plan on doing it now. I find that the more stressed i get, the more reasons i look for to laugh. it helps i think, takes your mind off what's bothering you for a while and then lets you rethink the situation from a different angle, sometimes it's not as bad as you first think.
Work has provided some interesting little tidbits here and there, one thing is all the crazies that like to come in to the store when i work. take for instance the drunk that i had to spend 10 minutes explaining to him that he had to leave. I thought it was funny solely because he kept claiming that he wasn't drunk. or trying to explain to someone that no, we don't offer rain checks on sales, and no we don't have a case hiding in the back that we're setting aside to sell after the sale ends. or even telling someone "your ID is fake, i know this person and it's not you" yes...argue with me more, that will convince me.
oh the bus, i love it so dearly...not really. I mean it's always nice to run into someone you know on the bus and be able to talk to them on the ride home but you also get a more-than-fair share of crappy experiences too. such as missing your stop because guy infront of you is talking to his friends and won't get out of the way. Also, the bus has caused me to loath Vic. Comp. students. They're all loud and obnoxious and you just want to strangle them and their "unique individualism" because clearly all of them having dyed hair and peircings and various random clothing makes them special. that school is a haven for delusional misfits that think they're all grown up. this has also caused me to be more vocal about my opinion that it's not your clothes or style that make up who you are, but rather your actions and words. so you know what people that have a problem with you're hair not being appropriate or not being able to wear the clothes you want all the time. grow the hell up! they're material things that can be replaced at the drop of a hat, they have no value in a metaphysical sense and all the bitching and moaning in the world won't generate sympathy for you. yes...the "man" is trying to supress you, the world is unfair because they won't let you be an individual. maybe you should stop being such snot nosed brats and realise the whole world doesn't revolve around you, it's give and take. make some sacrifices, they're just clothes.
i think i'm going to start writting down key things i want to blog about just so i remember them long enough to put them to screen (psht! i thought it was funny you just don't get it) it's late now though. i need sleep.
-Matt
posted by Happy Death at 11:59 p.m.
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